||[Apr. 23rd, 2006|12:46 am]
Alright....So i just honestly realized something. I dont "need" to be with anyone to be "happy". Im perfectly content with being single and just seein' whats out there. It seem's like everyone i know has someone and is serious about them. That's TOTALLY cool, but i won't let myself get that serious until i know it is actually that serious to me. I can't even count how many times i thought i was sure about something...And then a month later, im already to move on. I dont like to be like that, but thats how i am. If you can make shit worthwhile for me, then i can make you my life, worthwhile. . . i know when i "want" something, and i know when i "need" something. I'm not a player. I'm NOT inconsiderate and Im not the type to fuck someone over for my "pleasure". Just as long as you prove something to me i can prove to you a whole lot more. i have loved and i know what it is to feel hurt. i've been thru everything. Maybe that's why im so strong now? Actually...it probably is. Anyways........im done typin' my life story...check back again and im sure there will be more.