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yessssssss mam' [Jun. 29th, 2006|12:26 am]
[Current Mood |sleepysleepy]

You can do 

your back into it

hold up hold up...

i meant 
yeah, you can do 
if you put your mind into it

believe me.
its true.

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That's a never [Jun. 19th, 2006|01:04 am]
[Current Mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[Current Music |Faith Evans - True Love]

while my eye's wander around the room
i catch your eye's
and my heart immediatley bloomed.
I knew exactly what it was
and the cause...
Your wondering what I'm seein'
While I'm lookin at what I kno your feelin'

I've felt how you feel
I kno for fact, 
and when u feel that way
you don't kno how to react
But, you kno that it's real
It's like you just wanna break down and shed a tear
Feelin' so lost
Then you look in the mirror
And all you see is the word "insecure"
That's when you realize the deal.

You get that one back
and work on what you lack
move on
and drop the shit and pack.

No matter what you choose to do
Kno that, no matter what, Im here for you
Be strong
No choice you make will ever be wrong
Your everything is planted in my heart
and since the very start
i knew you were the girl i could never depart.

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word fit perfect. [Apr. 30th, 2006|05:31 pm]
[Current Mood |relievedrelieved]

How can i make this 
more poetic
when there's nothing
m o r e
pathetic to be 
s a i d ?

put all my faith in you.

What a stupid thing to do.

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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2006|12:46 am]
[Current Mood |blahblah]

Alright....So i just honestly realized something. I dont "need" to be with anyone to be "happy". Im perfectly content with being single and just seein' whats out there. It seem's like everyone i know has someone and is serious about them. That's TOTALLY cool, but i won't let myself get that serious until i know it is actually that serious to me. I can't even count how many times i thought i was sure about something...And then a month later, im already to move on. I dont like to be like that, but thats how i am. If you can make shit worthwhile for me, then i can make you my life, worthwhile. . . i know when i "want" something, and i know when i "need" something. I'm not a player. I'm NOT inconsiderate and Im not the type to fuck someone over for my "pleasure". Just as long as you prove something to me i can prove to you a whole lot more. i have loved and i know what it is to feel hurt. i've been thru everything. Maybe that's why im so strong now? Actually...it probably is. Anyways........im done typin' my life story...check back again and im sure there will be more.

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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2006|12:06 am]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

i found the one thing i am

You wanna know what that is?
L i f e

Not a day goes by where i don't smile.
I have learned to put all the
smallest bullshit aside
and just be happy.
Be jealous.
Be envious.
Be what you want to be...
But that shit is not gonna get you anywhere.
i'm tellin' you. 
i been there.
That shit is nothin' but a waste of time.
"Get over it, 
move on, be strong."
is what i have always told myself...
yesterday, today and tomorrow
it won't change for me.
Honestly, nobody can change me.

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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2006|12:15 am]
[Current Mood |refreshedrefreshed]

So i got this "new thing" ....

>>>How about this...if you read this..my LJ...that is if you do...
and for sum reason you feel 
you would like to know more...
Maybe about a certain subject.
A certain sumone.
Or just my thought's on certain things...
Let me know.
Ask me.
Whether it's anonymous or not, ask me.
Bcuz if you haven't notice i got a  LITTLE
 bit bored with this.

So reply and ask away.
Before i delete this muthafucker. 

: )

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a lil bit more [Apr. 11th, 2006|11:07 am]
[Current Mood |satisfiedsatisfied]

Last night i only kind of sort of 
spilled my so called "love life"...

Here goes the rest
besides the "love" shiiiit

So my VERY good friend is coming home
this weekend
and i am
She's one of an extremly few
that have stayed true.
She's in the army
But hasn't lost her fuckin mind
like sum people.
i'm not even gonna waste my time talkin bout that one


Back to B Taft
This girl can be outta control
but know's what to say to make things alright.
i just love her to death.
My nigga for life.   :)

im not in the writing mood
i'll ge t back at this later!

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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2006|01:48 am]
[Current Mood |curiouscurious]

okay okay okay...

so sumone told me to spill my
"life story"
on the Live Journal.

im not too sure i wanna do that...
but then again
i have not a thing to hide.

So...im Currently Single...
Yea i said single.
i do love a girl
hold up...i gotta light up a cigarette,
NASTY...i kno...
i love this girl
and there is not one thing i wouldn't do for her.
For all of you who have
actually LOVED sumone,
You gotta feel what i am about to say.

Physical pain does not feel worse
then a broken heart.

i'd do anything to make her happy
But sumtimes i feel like
im spendin too much time
on making her happy
not myself.

Which is def. not a good thing.
i was with a girl that was everything i wanted
she wasn't my first love.

i use to have a strong intellect.
but i got thrown off.
i can't say it's a bad thing
but it is def. not a good thing!

Anyways this is all i have to write tonight.


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She's my Number One. [Apr. 7th, 2006|09:42 pm]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]


"Number One"

Ooh I promise not to do it again
I promise not to do it

You can't say I don't love you
Just because I cheat on you
Cuz you can't see all I do
To keep you from knowing the things I do
Like erase my phone
And keep it out of town
I keep it strapped up when I sleep around
Well I should have known one say you'd find out
But you can't go and leave me now

You know that I love you
There's no one above you
I said it the last time
But this is the last time
Don't make me over
Cuz I can be faithful
Baby you're my number one
You're my number one

Now who is she?
What's her name?
You don't need to know about everything
We fight about this
We fight about that
You hang up the phone and call me right back

Well I'll never be something I'm not
Please don't throw away what we've got
Cuz we've been together for way too long
I was playing around but I'm coming home

You know that 
 I love you (know that I love you)
There's no one above you (no one above you)
I said it the last time (hey, hey)
But this is the last time
Don't make me over (don't leave me baby)
Cuz I can be faithful (you know I try)
Baby you're my number one (baby)
You're my number one

[Kanye's Rap]
I keep you laced up so you aint gotta borrow nothing
From them broke ass friends who be bargain hunting
They say they shop on eBay --baby why is they frontin'?
They be on the internet but they never cop nothin'
I keep you in Girl what is those on your toes?
And your neck staying froze off that rose colored gold
I suppose you was told by them hoes I was cheatin'
Thinkin' my heart don't got nothing to do with my penis
He got a mind of his own and he just be seeing shit
And I don't wanna cheat but I don't be saying shit
I try to jack off he ask me who is you playin' wit?
But I know he love you he told me you was his favorite

You know that I love you (know that I love you)
There's no one above you (above you)
I said it the last time (said it the last time)
But this is the last time (hey hey hey yeah)
Don't make me over (don't leave me baby)
Cuz I can be faithful (you know I try)
Baby you're my number one (oh baby)
You're my number one

You're making it hard for me
You're messing up everything
You tell me I gotta leave
Say we over
You saw that she came over
Came in the Range Rover
Left with a hangover
Say we over

I promise I won't cheat
I promise I won't lie
I promise I'll act right
Say we over
You can't tell me
I can't have you
I can't have that
We aint over

Hey, it aint over baby
We aint over
Oh you don't need to go it's not over
We aint over
We aint over
Oh it's gonna be alright now don't go now

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Sum thought's [Mar. 28th, 2006|02:46 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |incubus - stellar]


Can sumone remind why people are the way they are?
like seriously.......i dont understand it.
Things people do and say lead to the
unnecessary drama.

For real....just THINK. 
is that too much to ask?

Anyways...i got my shit together
once again.
I'm back to knowing exactly what it is i want.
Thanks to sumone. 

I've looked at certain people at
different perspectives
and its understandable why
certain people are the way they are.

Which i have nothing against anyone
i could careless what others have
against me.

That's it for today nigga.

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